Mid-term pressure~

I had no idea what subject should I study now and what should I do now. So I bought a cup of coffee and start sitting down the chair and imaging the world. I always imagine the sky with birds fly through. The rainbow is showing its happiness. No one feels sad or furious. I think I always imagine the sky because of angels maybe. However, I walk through a dark and creepy road with a lots of corpse surround me. Suddenly I realize that I am right beside the war, but I do not know who is fighting. So I decide to escape from war. There are traps surround me such as chemical poisonous gas or knives. ----- I got stab by a knife, and I died. But that's not the end. I have a rebirth from god. It wants me to be the god of human. It knows me about every thing such as the sadness and innocent of my death. He gave me a power to control the all world......